Ostriches 

2011

All these politics
I try my best not to follow it
but the addict behavior falls back on it.
My apologies for the rant that is
about to foam from my lips
but I’m tired of political bullshit.
Media more outrage a peon politician tweeted his dick
than the shutdown that’s gonna get
even more unemployed
so excuse me if I come off annoyed
but the passive democrats no longer voice my voice
and I’m hearing more Tea-Bagging noise
than I can hear my own thoughts
That I almost forgot
I too can get dressed, put on my shoes & socks
Get others pumped up enough
to get Bachmann out shouted or shut up’d.
But everyone seems lethargic
Maybe it’s from the chemical poisons
or laziness manifested & harden
that we accept unemployment.
So why the fvck am i paying taxes for
this type of environment crime thrives in
The unemployed with no benefits to get back on our feet are gonna riot when
we can’t provide our kids
the basic necessities of life
We gonna eat each other alive
to try to get
on top of the food chain
because we let government get ran by banks.
The pharmaceuticals are making billions off your pain.
They rather you die from cancer
than find a cure
So there goes your prayers unanswered
But put it on the Creator that the doctors can’t do anymore.
Your uterus is an inconvenience
to your boss.
Faster than a stolen phoenix
that child you always wanted costed you your job.
And you can’t even plan parenthood
because that fundamental Christian bitch across the street
thinks that she should.
No matter how many weeks that parasite you’re made to keep.
You want condoms or birth control to prevent having to choose an abortion?
That’s also in her decision
but once that fetus is here she don’t care he’s an orphan
The fact is making you keep that fetus made her feel a better Christian.
But the other fact is
she isn’t.
Because that orphan she doesn’t want to feed.
Why? Because she hates paying taxes.
If only Jesus was still here in the physical
these people wouldn’t listen to Him because His talk of welfare isn’t Biblical enough for these individuals.
Money is the real religion
Christianity, Islam, Judaism isn’t.
Which brings it back to that money in your bank
isn’t your money like you think.
You’re part of the economical food chain
and your reality doesn’t sync
with the fantasies you believe and been ingrained to believe.
Democrat, Republican, Independent
Libertarian
all are titles that wreak
this world is under authoritarian.
Call it the New World Order
or the illuminati
They’re poisoning your waters
and destroying your body.
Ask them if they care…
They’ll just distract you with celebrities or that religion bullshit
Just clear the air
because they won’t do it.
All these politics
it’s enraging to follow shit.
And all you can do is be like ostriches
bury your head in the sand
because where do you begin to stand
and put reality back in your hands?

Don’t Lose It

2012. 
Right now shit seems impractical and miserable. 

I snapped but at least I didn’t throw a punch or go hysterical. 

Smile remembering my gifts of being lyrical, hysterical, making others laugh when it feels so terrible. 
Fighting an incompetent tyrant

Maybe I do it because my heart beat is defiance.  

I can’t bring myself to ignore or excuse a tyrant. 

Every ounce of my blood says to fight it. 

I gotta ask myself the pros & cons of being quiet. 
It’s a tough imbalance 

and I’m made to feel like an idiot

but I can’t now walk away from a challenge; it’ll all just bring me back to where we begin. 
Told to be illusive – I tried but revolution is my music. 

I spoke up – I couldn’t remain seated. 

I’m pissed the fuck off from the lies 

but I refuse to be defeated. 

Maybe my dissent is my weakness. 

It’s been nothing but rocky

and I know they sit around and mock me

but if they were in my shoes they wish they could only copy

Defiant and oppositional 

I swear to Whatever I did everything to not get physical 

I manage and I tried to not let it hit my soul

They can’t take away the spiritual 

sovereign person I am. 
Try not to lose it

Don’t lose it

Every tyrant is abusive 

I’m not new to this

That’s the worst part of it all

I’m back with my back against the wall

You can take my job but you’ll never make me fall

You can’t take my integrity 

and it all comes back over fours in energy 

I can guarantee no matter what you will remember me. 

I’ll live in your memory 

exactly as I wish – 

Not your enemy 

but I rebel that left you unsettled

Why? Because I don’t lose it. 

I won’t lose it. 

Continue your excuses & abuses

for you I won’t lose it