Don’t Lose It

2012. 
Right now shit seems impractical and miserable. 

I snapped but at least I didn’t throw a punch or go hysterical. 

Smile remembering my gifts of being lyrical, hysterical, making others laugh when it feels so terrible. 
Fighting an incompetent tyrant

Maybe I do it because my heart beat is defiance.  

I can’t bring myself to ignore or excuse a tyrant. 

Every ounce of my blood says to fight it. 

I gotta ask myself the pros & cons of being quiet. 
It’s a tough imbalance 

and I’m made to feel like an idiot

but I can’t now walk away from a challenge; it’ll all just bring me back to where we begin. 
Told to be illusive – I tried but revolution is my music. 

I spoke up – I couldn’t remain seated. 

I’m pissed the fuck off from the lies 

but I refuse to be defeated. 

Maybe my dissent is my weakness. 

It’s been nothing but rocky

and I know they sit around and mock me

but if they were in my shoes they wish they could only copy

Defiant and oppositional 

I swear to Whatever I did everything to not get physical 

I manage and I tried to not let it hit my soul

They can’t take away the spiritual 

sovereign person I am. 
Try not to lose it

Don’t lose it

Every tyrant is abusive 

I’m not new to this

That’s the worst part of it all

I’m back with my back against the wall

You can take my job but you’ll never make me fall

You can’t take my integrity 

and it all comes back over fours in energy 

I can guarantee no matter what you will remember me. 

I’ll live in your memory 

exactly as I wish – 

Not your enemy 

but I rebel that left you unsettled

Why? Because I don’t lose it. 

I won’t lose it. 

Continue your excuses & abuses

for you I won’t lose it

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