I got a mind filled with deep philosophies
but I’m lost you see
in the roots of animosity.
My heart’s lost in me
and my soul’s in a Gone City.
All anyone ever sees constantly
is this hostile energy
that I can ever be
Sure, is never me.
I’ve been lost for so long
I’m not sure that is anymore.
I feel my very essence is gone
and my soul’s impure.
People used to say I was strong
and could endure.
I used to understand what wrongs were for.
Set them in front of me and see what I would do
but nobody ever seen what I’d pull thru.
They said I played my Drum to a different tempo
when actually none were close to my level.
Everything I just let go.
Never really bothered me.
I’d just fade away and listen to Prodigy.
Close my eyes and find new geography
but people treated me awfully.
Got so fatigue from the hatred.
I set up my own offense and defense
but I couldn’t take it.
My mind, people played with
which is the biggest no-no
So I let myself go solo.
Introduced the world to the current
Being who I know is so low
but that’s how my life I suppose goes.