I’d like to formally introduce onto you Kiona and Missy. See, these bitches are always out to get me.
So to keep them out of my mind I take these pills
and try to keep busy
otherwise I can make mountains out of hills.
That’s when Kiona is around.
I try to keep distracted
so I can’t hear her sounds
but she can keep me so abstracted
that I can’t drown her out
to where I’m asking how’d it get from bad to badder to baddest
to what the fuck happened
this time around.
How’d this bitch find me
and why do I follow her so blindly
that I’m tipsy but continue to follow her silently
that I retreat from society.
She convinces me that suicide
is the only way out of this broken mind
and sometimes I say “Fine, I’ll listen to you this time.”
Now I’m in an ambulance on the way to the hospital.
Another depressant episode
so I gotta go
to get away from Kiona and back to Krystal.
As much as I fight her off I’m still mentally sick though.
That’s when this bitch Missy comes around
and I ask how
did this bitch find me now
but the differences
and the coincidence
is I like when I’m sick with this.
Out of these two bitches
I like to kick it with
With her I think faster and faster.
I’m all over the place busy but slightly dizzy.
She can convince me that’s there’s nothing I can’t master
I’m on the ceiling
I’m climbing buildings
She gives me this feeling
that nothing can kill me.
But part of her function
is being impulsive and making bad judgments
She puts me in these vulnerable conjunctions.
She’s allowed things to happen that I cannot say
but they haunt me everyday.
So as great as this bitch is
I gotta get away
She’s still a sickness
that I gotta escape.
But I had to introduce onto you these moody bitches.
I’m very sane about how crazy I sound
but if you can try to get this
it might help me out.