할머니 has Spoken

I close my eyes
watching my vow defer
with the vodka pouring out my cries
sipping and mixing liquor
hearing my 할머니 whisper.
Somtimes I’ll answer her
but more pain occurs
as I know I’ve caused more hurt
letting our dreams defer
taking more shots of liquor
living as her spitting image
I think it makes her more livid
as she sees the mistakes in her life more vivid
watching the only granddaughter she envisioned
sitting and wasting in her tormented prison
over filled with Vodka and Soju
Listening to her voice and reply “할머니 I don’t even know you.”
And I don’t 
so there dies both of our hopes

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